Mad Tsai - in my head (Official Music Video)

hi my loves-- there's so much to say. this song is probably the most special song that i've ever released, and it means the world to me that i can give it to the world now. for those who don't know, my original plan was to release a different song to follow up stacy's brother, but my grandmother unfortunately passed away in december from her battle with cancer. she was my favorite person in the entire world, and we used to play this song for her while she was in the hospital. i wanted this song to come out in her honor and to create a short film that would connect into the world that i've been creating with this project. this song is dedicated to my amah, who was the most special person in my life. i hope you all can resonate with this song and that it connects to a part of you. love you all. (p.s. for those who caught on, yes, i did interpolate avatar the last airbdender into this song!!) - mad -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- go stream! spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4E4K8qooKOsDHpZrmquBGm?si=e718a0b2246e46e3 apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/in-my-head-single/1683614756 follow me! insta: https://www.instagram.com/madsteaparty/?hl=en tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@madsteaparty?lang=en -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Starring: Mad Tsai and Sam Vicchiolo Story/Concept by Mad Tsai Directed by Eliot Lee Produced by Tali Weizman Executive Producers: Galileo Mondol & Lopes Production Company: BT Studios 1st AD: Tay Thai Production Manager: Nour Sayeh Production Coordinator: Natalie Jastrow Director of Photography: Gabriel Araujo 1st AC: Max Riley Steadicam Operator: Garet Jatsek Gaffer: Matthew Pang Key Grip: Nathan Kadota Swing: Eric Crain PA: TJ Gormley Photographer: Jake Miller Stylist: Mad Tsai VHS Cover Design by Lucy Andrews Edit by Eliot Lee Color by Cameron Marygold (Ethos Studio) VFX by Justin Nguyen -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in my head (lyrics): your starring role played the part of my lover heart spilled but ran through the gutter maybe i’m better off walking home broke my heart said our love was like movies i’m not the one that you’re choosing god why do i always love alone but in my head you never left and at the start i’d fix this end so in another world we’d be again but in this life i’m not complete you found someone I can’t compete so guess I’m stuck with loving you inside my head cause in another world we’d be again i know it’s selfish to wish that you’re hurting just to prove it was worth the pain and the joy that you put me through we’re slow dancing in grocery aisles pretend to hear our wedding bells oh tell me baby where did we go wrong? cause’ in my head i’m on your bed we’re singing songs from 2010 and i pause every frame to see you smile again but truth is we weren’t meant to be you own my heart but lost the key so now you tell me bout’ the new lover you met so guess i’ll keep our story in my head do you ever think of me the pieces of what we used to be just meet me at the place inside my mind our world goes on and on and we keep on dancing to this song i live in little moments and rewind but in my head i don’t pretend i never lost my only friend cause’ in another world we’d be again but in this life i’m not complete you found someone I can’t compete guess happy endings only happen in my head