The song "waste" by kaido seems to be about a tumultuous and possibly abusive relationship. The narrator feels broken and exhausted from loving someone who has hurt them. The lyrics suggest that the person they were with didn't treat them well, and they're struggling with the aftermath of the relationship. The chorus talks about feeling suffocated and drowned by the other person's actions, and feeling tired from the difficulty of loving someone who makes it hard. The verse hints at self-harm and trying to hold on to hope, but the narrator seems to be stuck in painful flashbacks and missing the good parts of the relationship. The song also seems to convey a sense of resignation and acceptance of the toxic dynamic, with the narrator acknowledging the damaging lessons they've learned from the relationship. Overall, "waste" appears to be a raw and emotional expression of the pain and struggle of being in a difficult and damaging relationship.
