The song "I Want to Vanish" by Anne Sofie Von Otter and Elvis Costello is a collaboration between the Swedish mezzo-soprano and the British musician. The lyrics tell a story of a desire to escape from the world and disappear, unable to be captured or controlled by others. The protagonist expresses their longing to vanish, considering it their fondest wish. They wish to go to a place where they cannot be trapped or manipulated, wanting to avoid being treated as a mere object on display. The narrator finds even the most luxurious and splendid life to be undesirable, as they are not willing to surrender their individuality and freedom. The chorus speaks of the narrator's situation, whether it be a state of wonder or in a rush, others try to ensnare them using mirrors and spools. These metaphors refer to attempts to deceive or manipulate the protagonist to obtain their rare and precious qualities, which the narrator believes are not genuine but instead made of paste or fake. The narrator acknowledges that their thoughts and feelings may be difficult to understand by others. If someone were to stumble upon their last remark, they would find the protagonist crying out in obscurity, trying to make the world around them as dark and hidden as possible. The narrator believes that they hold a special uniqueness, comparable to a lost dog contemplating a signpost, indicating their yearning for guidance and understanding. The refrain of the song repeats the desire to vanish, now expressing it as a final request. The protagonist has revealed the "awful truth" to the listener, perhaps implying their struggles or dissatisfaction with their current existence. They now seek rest and relief from their burdens. Overall, "I Want to Vanish" explores themes of longing for freedom, the struggle to maintain individuality, and the desire to escape from societal pressures. The lyrics evoke introspection and contemplation on the nature of identity and the pursuit of personal happiness.
