The song "Lying To Myself" by David Hugo is about struggling to move on from someone who has disappeared from your life. The singer feels like they don't know the person anymore and is crying over their absence, even though it has been a year. The chorus reveals that the singer keeps lying to themselves that they could be with someone else to try and move on, but they know deep down that they have never been over the person they are missing. The lyrics mention lipstick stains on a coffee cup, which symbolizes the memories and reminders that the singer can't escape. The line "You're an act too hard to follow up" shows that the person they are missing is irreplaceable and hard to forget. The line "In our lowest moments, you kept a straight face" suggests that the missing person was emotionally closed off and didn't show their feelings, leading to the singer feeling left in the dark. Overall, "Lying To Myself" is a relatable song about the struggle to move on and pretending to be okay when you're not. The singer is trying to convince themselves that they could be with someone else, but their heart wants what it wants.
