This song seems to describe a person's struggle with addiction and paranoid thoughts. The lyrics talk about feeling the need for Xanax, having a "benzo bitch" (a reference to benzodiazepines, a class of drugs often used to treat anxiety), and feeling paranoid or panicked. The person also references using guns and feeling a sense of detachment and dissociation. The lyrics also touch on the themes of love and relationships, with references to a "little cancer" and "little dancer" and a promise to lead someone to the other side. There are also allusions to feeling a sense of separation from others and a sense of isolation. Overall, the song seems to convey a sense of unease, struggle, and a conflicted relationship with addiction and toxic behaviors. It may be a raw and honest portrayal of the artist's personal experiences and emotions.
