"If I Could Believe" is a song by Elvis Costello and The Roots from their collaborative album "Wise Up Ghost". The song explores themes of doubt, faith, and the search for truth. The lyrics begin by questioning the possibility of believing in something that goes against logic and reason. The line "If I could believe two and two is five" suggests a willingness to embrace ideas or concepts that defy common understanding. Similarly, the phrase "two wrongs make a right" refers to the idea that sometimes, doing something wrong can lead to a positive outcome. The protagonist reflects on their own arrogance and cynicism, admitting that their dismissive attitude towards certain beliefs may actually be a form of prayer in disguise. The expression "Lost in my insolence and sneers, that might sound like prayers" suggests that even though they may mock or scoff at certain beliefs, deep down, they still long for something to have faith in. Throughout the song, the narrator expresses a desire to believe in something, particularly in a higher power. The line "If I could believe you were from heaven sent, then just losing you would be my punishment" speaks to the longing for divine connection and the fear of losing that connection. The song acknowledges the struggle between doubt and faith, as expressed in the line "But how many times must I wake in fright, nagging doubts still tugging on my sleeve." It portrays a constant battle between skepticism and the yearning for certainty and peace. Overall, "If I Could Believe" highlights the vulnerability and complexity of belief systems. It explores the inner conflict of wanting to have faith while grappling with doubts and uncertainties.
