The song "What I Felt With You" by Emma Blackery explores the aftermath of a past relationship and the conflicting emotions that come with it. The lyrics reflect on the memories and emotions associated with a person who stole the singer's heart and then left them feeling lost and betrayed. In the beginning, the singer remembers how the person not only stole their heart but also gave them a map to where they buried it, indicating a deliberate act of emotional harm. The singer expresses a desire to know how the person is doing but fears discovering that they are happier without them, as it would be difficult for the singer to handle that kind of truth. The song highlights a shift in the singer's feelings towards the person. There used to be a time when the person was their main focus, but now the singer barely thinks of them at all. This change may have been a result of the pain caused by the breakup and the need for self-preservation. The singer admits to occasionally missing the person's touch and the intimate moments they shared, but questions whether it was truly love that they felt. The feelings associated with the person, symbolized by the color blue, are now something the singer despises. The song also refers to a moment when the love they knew vanished and the lights went out. The singer tried hard to regain the lost love but was unsuccessful. They are aware of who the person is with now but choose not to delve deeper, as it could lead to more pain. The lyrics touch upon the fact that the singer thought their love was strong and compared the person's voice to their favorite song. However, everything changed in an instant, and what once brought joy became a facade. The singer no longer recognizes the person's lips, emphasizing how they have become strangers. Throughout the song, the singer acknowledges that they did what they had to do to move on from the relationship. They express a mixture of nostalgia, sadness, and a growing indifference towards the person they once loved. In the end, the repetition of the line "That's what I felt with you and I" suggests a sense of acceptance and closure. The singer has come to terms with their emotions and experiences, acknowledging that the love they felt with this person was not genuine or healthy. The song as a whole explores the conflicting emotions and the journey of healing that takes place after a painful breakup. It reflects on the transformative power of time and self-reflection, highlighting the resilience and growth that can come from letting go of toxic relationships.
