The song "Actor" by EXES tells a story of a past relationship that has ended but still lingers in the minds of both individuals involved. The lyrics describe a sense of loss and longing for the person they were once connected to. The song begins with the realization that they were both lost and seeking solace in drinking wine. Despite moving on from the relationship, they find themselves entangled in memories and emotions when they see glimpses of their former partner's presence in each other's eyes. This evokes a bittersweet feeling, as it brings back good memories but also highlights the damage that has been done. The chorus reflects the struggle to move on and find closure. The line "All the damage is done, all the words have been sung" implies that everything that needed to be said and done has already taken place, and now they are left trying to breathe with their "faulty lungs." It suggests that they are trying to continue living after a heartbreak, but it is challenging due to the lingering effects of the past. The song also explores the idea that even though they are no longer together, the individual cannot truly live without their former partner. The line "You can't live without her, I still dream about him" expresses this sentiment, emphasizing that they still hold onto the memories and feelings associated with that person. The chorus repeats the lines about doubt and looking like people they used to care about. This suggests that even though they may seem like they still care about each other, deep down, there is uncertainty about the sincerity of their love. The bridge of the song brings introspection, with the lyrics acknowledging that sometimes the other person reminds them of what they have lost. The mention of age ("29 but I'm still feeling out of touch") implies a feeling of being stuck and not fully moving on from the past. The narrator also questions if holding onto these memories and emotions is helping or hindering their healing process. Overall, "Actor" explores the complex emotions and aftermath of a past relationship. It delves into the struggle to let go, the doubts and uncertainty, and the longing for a love that has ended.
