The song "Если" (translated as "If") by FADE031, t1de, and gitarakuru explores themes of heartbreak, pain, and the struggles of a failed relationship. The lyrics depict the narrator's desperate attempts to cope with their thoughts and emotions, including their reliance on medication to escape their overwhelming thoughts. However, they realize that the pills no longer provide relief, and they feel lost and disconnected from their former partner. The lyrics express the narrator's desperate desire for their efforts to be worthwhile, as they hope that their attempts to improve themselves and the relationship will not be in vain. However, they acknowledge that their former partner's love prevents them from fully expressing their struggles and emotions. The heavy emotions weigh them down like a heavy metal, causing them to feel trapped and drowned in their own heartache. The song also features t1de's perspective, where they confront their partner's constant search for reasons to end the relationship. Despite their efforts, they recognize the futility in trying to win their partner back. They release their emotions and eventually accept that they have nothing left to lose. The final part by gitarakuru emphasizes the narrator's longing to escape from the pain caused by their partner's presence. They express their desire to distance themselves from the toxic relationship and compare themselves to others who are also suffering. They use imagery of bloody thoughts and metaphors of a malfunctioning mechanical heart to illustrate their deteriorating mental state. Overall, the song portrays the emotional turmoil experienced by the narrators in a failed relationship. It conveys a sense of hopelessness, desperation, and the struggle to find solace and healing.
