The song Июль 2019, by FUKKYOUIMMAPRETTY, expresses feelings of despair and struggle, with the singer contemplating the idea of giving up. The lyrics talk about feeling surrounded by darkness, with only a glimmer of hope represented by a metaphorical "white path" in the midst of it. The singer mentions being sparked by someone's laughter, but then feeling like their joy was extinguished. They talk about being tempted by the idea of giving up and feeling the pull of death. The chorus repeats the theme of being surrounded by blackness, with a reference to the month of July being extinguished, further emphasizing feelings of hopelessness. In the verses, the singer addresses their mother, reassuring her that they love her and everyone else, but they feel like they can't go back. They express a feeling of holding onto sadness and the concept of death, acknowledging the struggle but also the determination to hold on. Overall, the song Июль 2019 seems to be a reflection of deep emotional pain and the battle with inner demons, with a sense of hopelessness and the desire to give up, but also an underlying resilience and determination to keep pushing through.
