(Verse 1) The song "Killing Myself" by Gxila talks about a person who thought everything was going well in their relationship, only to be dropped and left feeling devastated. They express regret about the time and energy they invested in the other person. (Bridge) The lyrics mention feeling hopeful about the future with their partner, only to be blindsided by the breakup. The person feels emotionally messed up and hurt, with a sense of confusion about what went wrong. (Verse 2) The singer reflects on being alone and lamenting what could have been in their relationship. They're consumed by thoughts of what might have been, but the reality is that they're left feeling alone and lost. The song captures the feeling of heartbreak and disappointment, expressing deep emotional pain and devastation. It conveys the struggle of trying to come to terms with a failed relationship and the longing for what could have been.
