The song "God Forgives, I Don't" by Hotboy Wes tells the story of his upbringing in a tough neighborhood (9th Street) and the struggles he faced growing up. He reflects on the sacrifices he had to make and the lack of structure in his environment. Wes talks about his little brother having to wear USPA clothing instead of Nike due to their financial circumstances. He mentions his experiences of engaging in high-speed pursuits without a driver's license and the fear of being extradited by white authorities. He also mentions being locked up and writing letters while doing push-ups in prison. The lyrics highlight the hardships and challenges Wes faced, from sleeping on his mother's couch to selling drugs and having residue on his clothes. He talks about his aspirations to make it big and mentions a record label in New York showing interest in him. Wes reflects on his upbringing in the Northside, comparing it to the crime in New Orleans during the 1990s. He references BG, a rapper from that era, and how he had a BB gun as a child. He mentions the violence and danger he faced, being locked up at a young age and carrying weapons for protection. The song also touches on Wes' resilience and determination. He talks about the betrayals and stab wounds he experienced and how they affected him emotionally. Despite the hardships, he remains focused and determined to succeed. In the chorus, Wes emphasizes his involvement in trapping (selling drugs) and street life, urging others to do the same if they are involved in it. He mentions his love for Gucci and compares himself to rapper Future with his mask off. He shows a disregard for music and expresses a willingness to engage in reckless behavior. Overall, "God Forgives, I Don't" is a song that tells the story of Hotboy Wes's experiences growing up in a tough neighborhood and the challenges he faced. It showcases his resilience and determination to overcome obstacles and succeed, while also highlighting the harsh realities of street life.
