The song "Only" by Hudson Thames is about a person who is questioning their relationship with someone they love. They are trying to understand why their partner doesn't seem to love them back and why they are feeling lonely and sad at night. The chorus of the song repeats the phrase "I don't want to feel a thing" which shows the character's attempt to numb their emotions and not feel the pain of rejection. The lyrics also suggest that the character has considered having an affair as a way to cope with their loneliness, but they are unsure if they should go through with it. The line "maybe it's time I make up my mind, I'll keep you right here but all my loving on the side" implies that the character is considering being unfaithful while still holding onto the person they love. The song conveys a sense of confusion and desperation as the character tries to understand why their relationship is not working out. The repeated questions of "Do you love me and why not?" and "Do you need me and why not?" highlight the character's confusion and frustration. Overall, "Only" is a melancholy song that explores the complexities of love and the pain of unrequited affection.
