"Poor Impulse Control" by Jack Off Jill is a dark and haunting song about envy, guilt, and self-destruction. The opening lines express envy towards someone's death, suggesting that the speaker wishes they could be free from their own pain and suffering. The line "Not sure if it's for you or me" hints at suicidal thoughts and a lack of control over one's own actions. The speaker also expresses envy towards the deceased person for being able to hide their guilt and lies, while the speaker is left with the consequences of their own actions. The line "All that I'll ever ruin / You can always cover me with makeup" suggests that the speaker's mistakes and flaws are always visible, while the other person is able to hide their own. The song's title, "Poor Impulse Control," suggests that the speaker struggles with impulsive behavior, perhaps leading to their own self-destruction. The line "When I had to lose control / Lose control to really cry" suggests that the speaker may use self-destructive behavior as a way to cope with their emotions and pain. Overall, "Poor Impulse Control" is a harrowing exploration of the inner turmoil and self-destructive tendencies that can arise from envy, guilt, and emotional pain.
