The song "Monument" by Jebediah is about the struggles and frustrations of a person in their new job. The narrator expresses their intention to quit the job, suggesting that it is overwhelming and causing them distress, to the point that they feel it will bring about their demise. In the second verse, the focus shifts to a party they attended with a girl they knew. Despite the presence of family members, they couldn't find common ground or connection with them. Feeling alone and low, they question where the girl has been and why she left them feeling abandoned. The narrator feels like they are supposed to be the person the girl wants, but they doubt their own abilities, particularly in the bedroom. The phrase "I don't earn one hundred points in bed" suggests the narrator's insecurity about their sexual performance. They question whether the girl will love them despite their perceived inadequacy. There is a lot of internal turmoil and confusion in their mind, leaving them unsure of what to say or how to express themselves. Towards the end of the verse, the girl's car drives away, symbolizing her departure from the narrator's life. It seems that she leaves without resolving any conflicts or having a proper fight, indicating a lack of communication and understanding between them. Overall, the song portrays a sense of frustration, loneliness, and self-doubt. The narrator desires connection and validation from the girl, but feels rejected and left behind. The title "Monument" suggests the longing for something enduring and significant in their life, possibly a stable and meaningful relationship.
