Jesto's song "Messiah" is a deeply personal reflection on his struggles with loneliness, addiction, and the weight of his own expectations. He opens with a dialogue between himself and someone urging him to open up and smile, highlighting his tendency to stay closed off and unhappy. The chorus is a repetition of the word "Messiah," which Jesto uses to describe himself as someone who can predict the future but is also trapped in a cycle of sadness and isolation. He talks about his family's disappointment and his own disappointment with their alcoholism and drug use. Jesto then delves into his own addiction and how it affects his life. He acknowledges his own promiscuity as a result of his loneliness and fear of routine and commitment. Throughout the song, Jesto struggles with his own identity and place in the world. He refuses to turn to religion and instead relies on himself to find purpose and happiness. The repeated chorus of "Messiah" is both a declaration of his own power and a burden that weighs heavily on him. Ultimately, "Messiah" is a poignant and honest portrayal of the challenges of mental health, addiction, and finding meaning in one's life.
