"Polaris" is a song by the American rock band Jimmy Eat World. The lyrics depict a person reflecting on their mistakes and admitting their fear of facing them. The protagonist feels lost and directionless, constantly traveling but longing for someone to open the door and provide stability in their life. The song speaks of the power of love, even in the darkest moments. It suggests that love can be a source of strength and hope when everything seems to be falling apart. Despite the pain caused by their partner, the protagonist is willing to let them go. However, their love for the person is also causing them immense pain and destroying them emotionally. As the song progresses, the protagonist expresses their feelings of resignation and exhaustion. They feel that there is nothing left for them to show and they struggle to let go of the pain caused by their partner. The lines, "Are you happy where you're standing still? Do you really want the sugar pill?" suggest that the person they are addressing may not truly understand the depth of their impact on the protagonist's life. The mention of waking up and starting again suggests a new day, filled with hope, but the protagonist finds it challenging. The song ends with references to the train approaching Gare Du Nord, a train station in Paris, and the lingering memory of their partner's kiss. The final lines, "Am I only dreaming?" convey a sense of confusion and uncertainty, questioning whether their experiences and emotions are real or just an illusion. Overall, "Polaris" is a song that explores themes of love, pain, resignation, and the struggle to let go. It reflects the complexities of relationships and the emotional toll they can take on individuals.
