Joe Budden's song "No Church In The Wild (Freestyle)" is a freestyle track where he reflects on his personal struggles, experiences, and observations. The lyrics touch upon various themes such as violence, fame, love, and self-growth. In the beginning, Joe questions if he can express his thoughts and experiences again. He asserts that he had to do what he did and cannot be blamed for it. He also mentions that people can threaten him with their thoughts but should never speak of them. He then delves into the reality of his city, where guns are prevalent and violence is a common occurrence. Joe contrasts his concerns with those of others who focus on celebrity feuds, highlighting that he is more concerned with the authenticity of people's character. Joe acknowledges that he doesn't have all the answers in life and the future may not be worse than his past. He has often begged to be understood, but realizes that others can never fully know his struggles. He uses metaphors like Kyle Williams and Billy Cundiff to describe how some people crumble under pressure, emphasizing his own resilience. Joe acknowledges that his fame has changed him, but insists that he and others who have achieved success do not face the same problems. He mentions the lack of guidance he received when he was starting out, contrasting it with his current success. However, Joe does not consider himself a role model, stating that he is a flawed individual who never received enough support. He further embraces his flaws and expresses his determination to succeed. He refers to himself as a piece of shit, but highlights that he has grown and learned from his past mistakes. He is confident in his abilities and unapologetically confronts those who criticize him. Joe also reflects on his failed relationship and the impact it had on his life. He admits that he caused hurt and disgust to his ex-partner and laments the fact that his version of love caused pain. Despite this, he still wishes for a better future for himself and even for those who have hurt him. The song also references the music industry and popular TV shows like "Love & Hip Hop," highlighting the lack of true love and authenticity in these platforms. Joe criticizes the superficiality of the entertainment industry and the judgment he faces from others. The lyrics continue to explore various topics such as violence in the neighborhood, the misuse of religion, and the struggle for redemption. Joe emphasizes the importance of staying true to oneself and seeking personal growth and evolution. He also mentions that better days will come and uses the example of Heidi Klum leaving Seal as evidence that ugliness can only last for so long. In the concluding verses, Joe reflects on his role as the founder of the rap group Slaughterhouse and his ability to stay focused despite potential obstacles. He acknowledges the violence and corruption in his community and how it affects even sacred spaces like churches. He also discusses the concept of sin and redemption, expressing the belief that no human walks without sin and that everyone should be allowed into heaven. Overall, Joe Budden's "No Church In The Wild (Freestyle)" is a deeply introspective and thought-provoking song that addresses personal struggles, societal issues, and the pursuit of growth and redemption. The song showcases Joe's lyrical prowess and his willingness to confront his own shortcomings and the flaws of the world around him.
