"Everlasting Days" is a song by John Cale, a Welsh musician and songwriter. The lyrics paint a picture of confusion, anger, and a desire to resolve past issues or prevent them from fading away. The song starts with the protagonist stating that they are not seeking excuses or trying to make amends. They question whether they are merely saving face in the midst of confusion or attempting to clear the air and find resolution. The image of doors flying open in anger and slamming back and forth represents the turbulence and instability in the situation. The protagonist feels that everything is shaking and breaking, causing them to feel overwhelmed and brought down. They wonder if there is anything that can be said or done to stop their memories from drifting away. The repetition of "I'm not, not, making excuses" emphasizes the protagonist's commitment to not making excuses or escaping responsibility. They question whether they are truly saving face or seeking resolution. The song suggests that walking away and pretending to be happy may not be the solution. The haunting past continues to affect them, even when they try to turn their backs and smile. The longing for the past to return is expressed in the repeated lines, "Thinking those days will be coming back, thinking those are gone." The closing repetition of "Again and again" and "those days" conveys the endless cycle of longing and reminiscing. The song highlights the struggle to find closure, understanding, and a sense of peace within a troubled and confusing situation. Overall, "Everlasting Days" delves into the complexities of unresolved issues, seeking resolution, and the emotional impact they can have on an individual.
