The song Disgrace by Josh A tells the story of a person who feels like a failure and a disappointment. The person is struggling with addiction and self-destructive behavior, which is causing them to push away the people who care about them. The lyrics express the person's desire for forgiveness and their regret for their actions. They wish they could change and be better, but they feel trapped and unable to escape their problems. The chorus, "I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved, I try new things, but I can't change," reinforces this feeling of hopelessness. The person ultimately considers suicide as a way out, but the song ends on a cliffhanger, leaving the listener uncertain of what happens next. The lyrics paint a raw and emotional picture of the struggles of addiction and the toll it takes on a person's mental health and relationships.
