The song Special Secret Medicine by Joy Again is about the comfort and power that comes from having your own unique way of coping with life's difficulties. The lyrics describe the special medicine as being kept safe in a cabinet, separate from everything else, reflecting the personal and private nature of the coping mechanism. The speaker acknowledges that no one else could truly understand their special medicine, and instead keeps it in a yellow backpack, with various items that bring them comfort. The lyrics also touch on the idea of rebelling against traditional or accepted ways of coping, such as burning a bible and instead finding solace in writing on one's own skin. The mention of compost and the reuse of their rotting flesh suggests acceptance of one's mortality and impermanence, as well as a desire to leave behind something meaningful and useful after death. Overall, the song celebrates the power of individuality and finding comfort in one's own unique ways.
