The song "Monster" by Julia Cole addresses the theme of self-doubt and the fear of being judged by others. The lyrics convey the idea of being placed on a pedestal by someone and constantly being praised, which eventually leads to questioning one's own worth. The opening lines describe being placed on a pedestal and being told that you are the best. It talks about how this elevated status causes the protagonist to feel breathless and overwhelmed. Despite being filled with confidence and speaking their mind, they are torn down and criticized until they feel like nothing. The phrase "Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest" implies the pressure to conform and fit in. The chorus reflects on the fear of making mistakes and the consequences that follow. The line "What if I trip? What if I, what if I fall?" represents the fear of failure and how it might make the protagonist appear as a "monster" in the eyes of others. They seek validation by asking others to let them know if they have become a monster or not. The second verse takes us back in time to when the protagonist was young and had big dreams. However, they made some wrong decisions and were affected by the jealousy of others. The line "They're lifting me up, lifting me up, had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go" suggests that the protagonist realizes the need to let go of resentment and forgive those who have hurt them. They want to understand if their past mistakes define them as a monster or not. The chorus is repeated, emphasizing the doubts, fears, and questioning of one's actions. The repetition of the phrase "Just let me know" shows a desire for honesty and clarity from others. Overall, "Monster" is a song that explores the fears and insecurities that arise when one is constantly praised and placed on a pedestal. It raises questions about self-worth and the fear of being judged by others.
