The song "Always Me" by Justin Stone and Adrian Stresow explores feelings of self-reflection, heartbreak, and the weight of personal responsibility. The lyrics convey a sense of understanding and acceptance that the speaker's actions and choices have consistently led to negative outcomes in their relationships and personal life. The line "Fucked up, I know it, it's always me" represents the recognition of their own flaws and mistakes. They acknowledge that they often leave others feeling hurt and broken-hearted. Despite wanting to move forward and change, the speaker finds themselves returning to their old patterns of behavior, depicted in the line "Back on my old shit, it's always me." The lyrics also touch upon the struggle of maintaining genuine friendships and doubting the loyalty of those around them. The lines "I don't know who my real friends" and "Who's the one you be hating? It's always me" suggest a feeling of betrayal and uncertainty in their social circle. The chorus emphasizes the repetitive nature of these experiences, with the speaker feeling faded and fucked up consistently. The phrase "it's always me" serves as a mantra, highlighting their perception that they are the common denominator in all their negative situations. The second verse delves deeper into the speaker's emotions, revealing their feeling of putting up a facade. They smile but fake it, pretending to be okay despite their internal struggles. The lyrics also suggest that others may view them differently now that they have achieved some level of success, leading to a change in dynamics and mixed motives in their relationships. In the bridge, the speaker confronts someone who wants to see them suffer or fail, perhaps reflecting on a past relationship. They express confusion, questioning what the other person thought they had and recognizing that they can't fulfill their desires or expectations. Overall, "Always Me" explores themes of self-awareness, personal growth, and the burden of past actions. The lyrics reveal the speaker's acknowledgment of their flaws, the challenges they face in maintaining relationships, and their strive for change.
