The song "Not Really Famous" by Justin Stone explores themes of fame, self-worth, and mental health. In the lyrics, Justin reflects on his journey as an artist, expressing his desire to succeed and be recognized for his talent. However, he also acknowledges the negative aspects that come with fame, such as feeling pressure, dealing with personal issues, and feeling disconnected from others. Justin starts by stating that if he were to show off his success, he would do it with pride, but he also admits that not having financial stability and not having many fans at his shows can be disheartening. Despite his ambitions, he chooses to isolate himself in his penthouse, indicating that he doesn't prioritize relationships and is more focused on his own success. He highlights his emotional struggle by mentioning his unhappiness and the difficulty he faces in finding peace. He mentions the discounts he gets at the Marriott hotel, suggesting that he frequently stays there, possibly due to his hectic and demanding lifestyle. He states that despite some people knowing him, he doesn't want attention or to be photographed. As the song progresses, Justin reveals his insecurities and inner battles with mental health. He contemplates whether he should take medication for his obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) to find rest. He shares his disappointment about not reaching the level of success he had expected, feeling average instead. He compares himself to others and feels small, lacking trust in others to have his back. Justin expresses his frustration, emphasizing that he's not seeking fame but merely playing a role. He questions his worth and recalls the negative experiences from past relationships, leading to emotional trauma. He contemplates using substances to cope with his pain but acknowledges that he can't continue living in that destructive way. In the chorus, Justin reiterates that he doesn't feel genuinely famous and questions his worth, self-respect, and the value of the money he has made. He confesses his struggles with depression and being a mess, frequently stressing himself out. He admits that he often checks his numbers (probably referring to his social media following) instead of focusing on personal connections. He acknowledges that he has difficulty saying no and sometimes feels overwhelmed by others reaching out to him. However, he also expresses a need for personal space. Justin touches on feeling used and not wanting others to see his flaws. He mentions pushing people away when they get too close, as he hates himself and believes others find pleasure in that. Despite his struggles, he mentions searching for a reason not to give up, suggesting that he still holds onto hope. Overall, "Not Really Famous" delves into the complexities of fame, mental health, and self-worth. Justin Stone opens up about his personal experiences, addressing the challenges and pressures he faces as an artist while also grappling with his own insecurities and the impact on his relationships.
