"To Forget You I Get High" by Justin Stone is a song about the ups and downs of a tumultuous relationship. The lyrics depict a constant battle between love and hate, with the protagonist feeling trapped in a war with their partner. The song begins with the acknowledgment of the intense emotions involved in the relationship, as the protagonist states, "Yeah, you hate me and love me, We at war, it's ugly." They express their refusal to be taken down easily, promising not to give in without a fight. The chorus emphasizes the never-ending cycle of fighting and disagreements, with the line "All you ever want to do is fight." Despite the difficulties, the protagonist recognizes that this is a harsh reality of life, saying, "Yeah, fuck that but that's life." The lyrics suggest that the protagonist turns to substance abuse as a way to escape the pain caused by their partner, stating, "To forget you I get high." They seek solace and try to numb their emotions through drug use. In the second verse, the protagonist acknowledges their own flaws and mistakes, admitting that they have said hurtful things that don't reflect their true self. They express their desire to move on from the relationship and not let it consume their thoughts, saying, "Tryna keep you off my mind, so let's just play pretend." The song also touches on feelings of isolation and being far from home, as the protagonist mentions living in their mind and existing with their own demons. They describe reckless behavior, such as hotboxing their car for no reason, indicating a state of aimlessness and dissatisfaction. The bridge of the song delves deeper into the protagonist's emotions, revealing a sense of self-destructiveness. They metaphorically refer to themselves as a "rolling stone" and express a willingness to continue living a fast-paced, dangerous lifestyle. The lyrics also highlight the protagonist's realization that they are responsible for their own actions and the consequences that come with them. They acknowledge that they are alone in this journey and that they can't rely on anyone else to fix their problems, singing, "No help, when I put myself in this spot, it's all my fuckin' fault, I'm on my lonely." Overall, "To Forget You I Get High" portrays the struggles and complexities of a troubled relationship, depicting both the protagonist's desire to escape and their self-destructive tendencies. The song captures the emotions of heartbreak, isolation, and the search for temporary relief through substance abuse.
