The song "CTM" by Lauri Garcia is about a broken and betrayed love relationship. The lyrics express the feelings of being deceived and betrayed by the person they loved. The singer reflects on how they wasted their time loving someone who ended up hurting them. The phrase "CTM" is an abbreviation commonly used in Spanish slang, which stands for "Chingas a tu madre," a vulgar phrase that translates to "go fuck yourself" in English. The chorus of the song repeats the question, "¿Cómo dejo de amarte?" meaning "How do I stop loving you?" The singer is struggling to let go of their feelings for this person who has caused them so much pain. The lyrics also mention how the person who deceived them made promises of taking care of them, but instead, they were hurt. The singer expresses their frustration and the sentiment of not wanting to hear from this person anymore. They no longer want to deal with the lies and manipulation and wish for the person to realize the damage they have caused. In the later part of the song, the lyrics emphasize that the singer has given all their love to this person, but now they drown their sorrows in alcohol and want to distance themselves from them. They declare that this person is a coward for their actions and express their determination to move on and no longer love them. Overall, "CTM" is a powerful and emotionally charged song that portrays the pain, anger, and struggle of a broken relationship and the desire to break free from a toxic love.
