Ninyo：Meaning of Lhong Fai Songmeaning

One day I will get revenge, I will break every girl's heart in the neighborhood. On the day when I shine like Godzilla, they will only regret it when it's too late. God's plan is bigger than my mistakes. Life is not all sweetness, it's a test every day, life goes on like a 2Pac song. Some days I feel like giving up, some days I mess up big time, some days I treat myself to a $5 ice cream, some days I'm in the mood for Hagen-Dazs. I've been around the world like in a movie, catch me if you can. It's better to be alone than in a fake relationship, like a Calvin Klein underwear model, shining like a boy band, living the luxurious life and throwing up gang signs, blood in blood out. Listening to DENINE feat ADAM MARANO's "ALL CRIED OUT", Ninyo is not perfect but he tries to be. He doesn't lie like TV actors, he talks to someone but it's not like tomorrow will be different, love may not be just what you say it is. Ninyo is the best stepdad, best husband, best lover. He gives you every cent, doesn't care about eating instant noodles every day, cancels plans on Songkran to be with his partner at the hospital. He says he is working late when he is actually with his lover. He never thought of getting married until he met someone special, someone he could not bear to be without. It's not a breakup song or a song about missing someone, he doesn't want to believe in love again. Teaching his child to live like a flexible rod, he says love is the worst drug out there, selling himself and lying about being with his partner, even believing his own lies. Sympathizing with his HIV-positive child, he asks how he can help. He would take them to Australia but has lived too many lives in Europe. There is no one telling him to have a future, but why doesn't anyone say it's over between us, let's move on. In the end, he has to find a new lover. That's why he has to make this song cry, it's not about first love, but a love that's truly malicious. You can't change a person, so he has to find a new partner.