In this song, Noah Evan DiBella is expressing his deep feelings for someone and his fear of losing them. He questions whether he is loved and worries about loving too soon. Despite struggling with pain, he is determined to change and win the person's attention for years to come. He hopes that the love in his heart will last and that he won't mess things up with this special person. He fears losing her and the world with her, and begs for help in explaining his emotions. The phrase "fingers crossed" represents his hope and belief in a positive outcome, despite his anxieties. This song captures the universal experience of love and the fear of losing it, resonating with anyone who has ever been in a similar situation.