The song "I Don't Trust Myself" by Sara Evans explores the theme of vulnerability and the struggle to resist temptation. The lyrics depict a situation where the narrator is tempted to reach out to someone they have feelings for, but they fear the consequences. The narrator acknowledges that if they were to call the person, they would hear their voice and be tempted to give in to their desires. They anticipate that this would lead them to get in their car and go see the person. However, they understand that if they were to visit, it would result in the end of something, possibly a relationship. The song continues to express the narrator's lack of self-trust. They fear that pouring themselves a glass of wine will only make them think about the person even more and eventually lead to heartbreak. They express frustration with their own vulnerability and the way every action and thought seems to bring them back to the person they are trying to resist. In the chorus, the narrator repeats their lack of trust in themselves, emphasizing that every decision and action leads them back to the person they are trying to avoid. It is a constant struggle for them to resist the temptation and not give in to their feelings. The song ends with the narrator contemplating closing their eyes, possibly as a way to avoid the temptation altogether. However, they realize that even if they try to escape by closing their eyes, the desire to contact the person will still be present. Overall, "I Don't Trust Myself" by Sara Evans delves into the battle between the desire for connection and the fear of the consequences that may follow. It portrays the internal struggle of wanting someone but being fearful of the potential heartbreak that comes with it.
