The song "And for the Record, I Loved You" by September Malevolence seems to be about a person who feels unnoticed and alone. The lyrics suggest that the person has given up on something important to them and feels the need to apologize, but also feels like there's nothing they can do to change the situation. The song touches on feelings of isolation and the struggle to cope with being oneself. The lyrics also mention a specific memory of walking out on someone while they screamed, and feeling like they could stop at a certain point but ultimately gave in to the fall. The person seems to be asking for help to explain their feelings and experiences, perhaps feeling like they are unable to articulate their emotions on their own. Overall, the song conveys a sense of frustration, loneliness, and the desire for understanding. It seems to explore the complexities of personal struggles and the difficulty of finding connection with others.
