The song "millipedes" by Sidney Gish explores themes of self-doubt, uncertainty, and the pressure to conform to societal expectations. In the first verse, the singer reflects on a conversation she had, where someone told her about the potential she has and the possibilities for her future. However, she acknowledges that time is limited and she is unsure about what choices to make or whether she should even share her ambitions with others. She believes that eventually, people will come to see her potential on their own. The chorus introduces the metaphor of millipedes crawling on a wall. The singer suggests that these millipedes have been granted a fortune of ignorance because they do not know what has been planted or what is expected of them. This notion may represent the blissful ignorance of those who do not feel the weight of societal pressure like the singer does. In the second verse, the singer feels trapped and unable to find a solution for her predicament. The metaphorical "ball" represents her limitations and the feeling of being stuck. She reflects on the idea that even if she had a thousand legs and numerous chances, there would still be countless obstacles and uncertainties in her path. The final lines of the song convey the singer's hope that despite the challenges and uncertainties she faces, she wishes that the strands (metaphorical representations of her potential and opportunities) would not fail her. The repetition of the word "replicating" throughout the song suggests the continuous cycle of doubt and uncertainty that the singer experiences. Overall, "millipedes" delves into the internal struggle of navigating societal expectations and finding one's own path. It encapsulates the anxieties and fears of not knowing which choices to make, the pressure to live up to others' expectations, and the desire to find stability and assurance in an unpredictable world.
