The song "Lies I Told Myself" by Ty Herndon tells the story of someone who has been constantly belittled and discouraged by others. The lyrics convey the negative messages that the narrator has internalized and believed about themselves. The song starts by addressing the stereotypes and low expectations placed on the narrator. They are told that they will never finish high school and should give up on their dreams. The lyrics imply that they come from a troubled family background, with an uncle who is a drunk. Despite trying to distance themselves from this perception, the narrator feels trapped and believes they are not different from what others perceive them to be. The chorus emphasizes the narrator's lack of confidence and self-doubt. They are considered too small to excel in sports like football, foolish for pursuing their passion for music with a guitar, and are discouraged from pursuing matters of the heart. The lyrics emphasize that these beliefs are actually lies told to the narrator and they are grateful they didn't believe them. The second verse further expands on the negative messages received by the narrator. They are led to believe that money is the ultimate source of happiness, and that true love and fulfillment are only found in movies and not in real life. The lyrics suggest that the narrator feels unworthy of love and unable to attract someone they desire. The bridge of the song challenges the idea of prayer and forgiveness. The narrator questions the effectiveness of prayer and believes that a higher power has no time or consideration for someone like them. They feel that forgiveness is something they will never achieve, further reinforcing their negative self-perception. Overall, "Lies I Told Myself" portrays the struggles of self-doubt, societal expectations, and the harmful messages received from others. The song ultimately celebrates the narrator's resilience in not believing these lies and finding strength within themselves.
