The song "Neverafter" by Eleventyseven explores themes of self-destruction, internal struggles, and the pursuit of happiness in the face of adversity. The lyrics suggest a battle with one's own demons and a desire to escape from a destructive cycle. The opening lines, "Life will be the death of me, If I can't get the best of me to move," convey a sense of feeling trapped and stagnant. The speaker feels like they are throwing themselves away and not making progress in life. They also mention the desire to not throw themselves at someone else, indicating a need for self-preservation and avoiding toxic relationships. The lines "So pry open eyes for the face up, This one is mind over makeup" suggest the importance of facing reality and not masking or hiding one's true emotions. The speaker realizes that they need to confront their issues head-on and can't rely on superficial fixes. The chorus, "It's you and me at record speeds, Headed for disaster, It's silver screen make believe, Happy neverafter," paints a picture of a high-speed collision towards an imminent disaster. The reference to "silver screen make believe" implies that the speaker is chasing an illusion of happiness, but ultimately finds themselves in an unhappy state. The lyrics continue to convey a sense of anxiety and desperation. The line "So high on anxiety, From locking up all I've got left to lose" suggests that the speaker is overwhelmed by their fears and has locked away their vulnerability. They feel the need to break free from this self-imposed prison and embrace their emotions. The line "There's fire in my hideaway, And the only way out is through" signifies a recognition that they need to confront their inner turmoil and face the challenges directly in order to find resolution and peace. The use of fire as a metaphor suggests the intensity and urgency of their situation. The verse "Me and my chest still remember, Wasting our breath to blow on these embers" highlights the memories and lingering effects of past struggles. The speaker acknowledges the futility of trying to revive something that has already burned out, symbolized by blowing on embers. It reflects a sense of reflection and acceptance. Overall, "Neverafter" portrays a narrative of someone caught in a destructive cycle, striving to break free, and searching for true happiness. It explores the themes of self-destruction, the pursuit of self-discovery, and the importance of facing reality.
