The song "Calculated" by Em Beihold explores feelings of isolation, frustration, and the struggle to be seen and understood. The lyrics depict a sense of being trapped and silenced, as the protagonist is tied up, fed lies, and buried in their own emotions. The opening lines express a plea for someone to hear and see the protagonist, who feels insignificant and overwhelmed. They feel like their voice is being suppressed and their thoughts and emotions are being dismissed, symbolized by their head being against a wall. As the song progresses, they question why everything feels so calculated and deliberate, suggesting a sense of manipulation or inauthenticity in their relationships or the world around them. They feel that happiness is overrated and their experiences are carefully controlled or planned out. The feeling of loneliness is emphasized, with the protagonist wondering if anyone else truly understands or relates to their struggles. They express that they are not dependent on someone else to be their "one and only," but instead feel accompanied by fear. Despite facing challenges, the protagonist still feels they are not on "level ground" and cannot find themselves or their true identity. They believe their actions or presence may irritate others, further emphasizing their sense of isolation. The lyrics then shift to discuss the topic of emotions and pain, with the mention of stars and tides symbolizing the ebb and flow of feelings. The protagonist recognizes that they can rise above the pain and chaos, viewing it as a storm from which they can rebuild and grow. In summary, "Calculated" addresses themes of feeling unheard, isolated, and manipulated, while also recognizing the potential for resilience and growth in the face of adversity.
