The song "Conscience" by Erika Costell explores the emotional turmoil and confusion experienced in a toxic relationship. The lyrics delve into the pain caused by the partner's hurtful words and actions, likening them to a knife that cuts deep and lightning that strikes suddenly. Despite the cruelty, the protagonist finds it difficult to let go and still holds on to a glimmer of hope. The chorus of the song poses a series of questions to the partner, questioning their awareness and empathy. The protagonist wonders if the partner ever had a conscience or truly wanted the relationship. They implore the partner to be honest and acknowledge that if they truly loved each other, things wouldn't be so difficult. The second verse reveals the protagonist's longing for the past, reminiscing about the genuine love and connection they once shared. They admit to hiding their true feelings, pretending to be fine when they constantly think about the good times. The protagonist wonders if the partner feels the same way and dwells on the moment the partner changed, driving themselves to madness. Throughout the song, the protagonist acknowledges their efforts to not dwell on the reasons behind the turmoil but ultimately fails. They express their belief that they are the only one for the partner and vice versa, but their distress and confusion persist. Overall, "Conscience" portrays the struggle to navigate a relationship filled with pain, hoping for honesty and longing for the love that once existed.
