The song "Keep Pushing Me" by Gabrielle Aplin explores the complex dynamics of a toxic relationship. The lyrics describe the protagonist's feelings of being lost and unsure of what to say when faced with the other person's presence. The person is depicted as smiling like a wolf, which implies they may have ulterior motives or are manipulative. The protagonist acknowledges their own mistakes and the other person's penchant for making lists and ticking off boxes, highlighting a need for control. However, the protagonist finds happiness in embracing their own flaws and making their own choices, even as the other person tries to plan their escape. The chorus reveals the protagonist's internal conflict of not being able to fully leave the relationship due to a twisted sense of loyalty. Despite hating certain aspects of the relationship, they find themselves loving the very things they despise. This creates a push and pull effect, with the other person continuously pushing the protagonist away. The line about pulling wings off butterflies represents the other person causing harm to things that are innocent and beautiful, possibly as a way to mask their own pain. The protagonist recognizes this behavior but also realizes that the other person constantly convinces themselves they are in control and that everything will be alright. As the song progresses, the protagonist expresses a desire to break free from the toxic environment and seek a happier life. The mention of turning around and rolling their eyes when the other person speaks their mind signifies a lack of interest and disillusionment. The refrain emphasizes the protagonist's struggle to stay in the relationship while also wanting to leave. There is a plea for the other person to keep pushing them away, implying that it will eventually lead to their liberation. The line "Stop breathing down my neck, do you understand me, yet?" conveys the protagonist's frustration with the constant presence and control exerted by the other person. It suggests a need for personal space and independence. Ultimately, the song showcases the protagonist's realization that they need to prioritize their own happiness and live their life for themselves, rather than constantly fulfilling the expectations of the other person.
