The lyrics you provided are actually from Marty Robbins' song "El Paso," which is not a song by the Grateful Dead. However, I can explain the meaning and story behind the song for you. "El Paso" tells the story of a cowboy who falls in love with a Mexican girl named Felina in the town of El Paso, Texas. He spends his nights at Rosa's Cantina, where Felina dances to the music. The protagonist describes Felina as having black eyes that are wicked and evil, but he is still deeply in love with her. One night, a young cowboy arrives at the cantina and begins sharing drinks with Felina. Jealous and angered by this, the protagonist challenges the newcomer for Felina's love. A gunfight ensues, and the protagonist fatally shoots the young cowboy. Realizing the consequences of his actions, the protagonist decides to flee from El Paso. He escapes on a horse and rides through the badlands of New Mexico, knowing that his life is now worthless since he can never be with Felina again. As time passes, his love for Felina grows stronger, surpassing his fear of death. Eventually, the protagonist returns to El Paso, hoping to see Felina again. However, as he approaches, he notices mounted cowboys on both sides, ready to capture him. Feeling a burning pain in his side, the protagonist realizes he has been shot. Despite his weariness, he continues to ride, determined to make it to the safety of Rosa's back door. But just as he senses his impending fate, Felina suddenly appears and finds him. She kisses him on the cheek as he lies dying, cradling him in her loving arms. The song portrays a tragic tale of love, jealousy, violence, and sacrifice. It showcases the protagonist's unwavering love for Felina, even in the face of death.
