The song "Fear" by Hendersin explores a complex relationship dynamic and the struggles of making decisions between the head and the heart. The lyrics suggest feelings of confusion, uncertainty, and frustration. The protagonist finds it difficult to start addressing the issues in the relationship and is torn between their logical thoughts (head) and emotions (heart). They feel stuck at an all-time low and don't know how to move forward. Despite trying to forget the past, they are uncertain about the present and suggest that it might be best for the other person to leave. The lyrics also mention Ludacris and DTP (Disturbing tha Peace), possibly referring to the rapper Ludacris and his record label. This could symbolize the influence of outside factors that contribute to the complex dynamics within the relationship. The protagonist reflects on their own struggles, including addiction, lack of precision, and a collision of thoughts. They mention feeling like Eminem (Em), suggesting a sense of intensity and turmoil within themselves. The chorus highlights various actions like praying, hating, drinking, and fighting that won't solve their problems or ease their thoughts. The protagonist realizes that hiding or smiling won't cover up their internal struggles, and others have likely tried those methods as well. The lyrics shift to addressing the person they are in a relationship with, describing them as the reason for their presence and absence, both right and wrong, love and hate. They depict a complicated and volatile relationship where they engage in physical relationships but also find it hard to let go or commit. The person becomes a source of confusion, uncertainty, and questioning for the protagonist. Throughout the song, the protagonist asserts their independence and determination not to be controlled or influenced by external forces, potentially referencing Kendrick Lamar's song "Control." They express their frustration about constant arguments and a desire to run away, spelling out the word "RUN." The protagonist seeks liberation from their internal conflicts and questions how to move forward from this all-time low. They acknowledge being in pieces and admit that they may never fully understand or resolve their situation. The song ends by acknowledging that external actions like telling or fighting and emotions like fire or crying won't bring resolution. The protagonist realizes that the other person is still present in their thoughts, even when they are going about their daily routine or when they feel like the other person is gone. Overall, "Fear" portrays the complexities and struggles of a tumultuous relationship, with the protagonist questioning their own identity and searching for a way to break free from their fears and uncertainties.
