The song "Made Me Leave" by Hendersin expresses the artist's frustration and determination in the music industry. The lyrics convey his confidence and refusal to conform to societal expectations and industry pressures. In the beginning, Hendersin states that he doesn't care about proving himself as a nice person because he values his independence and doesn't want to be tied down to anyone or anything like a one-night stand. He wants to surpass where others might settle and wants his life to be perfectly aligned, just like a clean, white wristband. Hendersin criticizes the music industry and labels that try to control and define him. He discusses how they suggested he should do drugs like lean, following the trend instead of being true to himself. He believes that if money is the only goal, then it's a weak and shallow goal to have. He sarcastically mentions that if someone says he's not capable, they will end up like La La Land where Emma Stone starred, insinuating their irrelevance. He also accuses other artists of sounding the same, labeling them as little clones. He acknowledges that even though he is talented and makes a living out of his skills, he doesn't receive the recognition and support he deserves. He compares the lack of love and appreciation to a tennis match replay, implying that it's like no one is cheering for him. He feels that he was born to be a part of the rap game, and even though he might doubt his worth sometimes, he knows that success can be fleeting, and if people blink, he might be forgotten. Hendersin then discusses his decision to not leave rap, dismissing the suggestion as bold. He mentions finding a silver lining and searching for gold, referring to finding success and happiness despite the challenges he faces. He recognizes that skepticism arises because the game is unfair and full of technicalities. He expresses his frustration with other rappers who he believes are trash and questions who will be the next breakthrough artist. Hendersin hints that if he doesn't succeed along with Ivan B, Abstract, or Stone, he won't entertain or engage with others. He suggests that Hi-Rez, another rapper, needs to achieve success soon, or else he might lose his own motivation. He feels that the audience doesn't appreciate real or good music, which adds to his frustration. In conclusion, Hendersin reiterates that he might not be the one who said the relationship (possibly with the music industry or his audience) would end, or that he had enough or is giving up. He shifts the blame onto those who made him leave. He reminds them that they are the reason for his departure and advises against crying out for him now that he's gone. Overall, "Made Me Leave" is a song that reflects the artist's dissatisfaction with the music industry, his determination to succeed on his own terms, and his frustration with the lack of recognition and support he receives.
