"Panzerhir" by Hi̇dra is a Turkish rap song that explores themes of darkness, struggles, and self-destructive behavior. The lyrics express a sense of despair, mental anguish, and the desire to escape from the pain of life. The song starts with a repetitive chant of "ey, ey, ey, merhaba, merhaba" (hey, hey, hey, hello, hello), creating a dark and haunting atmosphere. The phrase "girmeden işaret yapsana" (make a sign without entering) suggests a desire to communicate without fully engaging with the world. The lyrics continue with references to death and the narrator's troubled state of mind. They mention having a bad memory and even forgetting their past. The narrator feels trapped on the brink of suicide, constantly suffering and crawling at the edge of the abyss. The song explores the narrator's struggles with their thoughts, feeling like they're stuck in a constantly disturbing and insomnia-inducing labyrinth. They live like a "pislik" (filth) but put on a smiling facade, deceiving others. However, they also express the intention to make others cry until their mascara runs. The lyrics contain a pessimistic view where the narrator questions the purpose and power of faith, stating that all sleep is forbidden and they mock the idea of carrying out their beliefs without actually putting them into practice. They feel haunted by paranoia and find comfort in hiding in the midst of crowded but narrow corridors, where they encounter confused and lost souls. The song also comments on the difficulty of finding happiness, expressing a longing for hope and certainty in the future. The narrator mentions looking at the clouds and finding some hope, indulging in alcohol and isolation to escape from the world. They observe children who are oblivious to the harsh realities of life and criticize society for producing broken individuals, adding to the increasing number of disturbed minds. The lyrics continue with the recurring chorus of "kafayı çizdik tertemiz, ya da çizmiş dert bizi, kana bulanıyo' yine gece, yaşa pislikler gibi" (we drew our minds perfectly, or maybe troubles drew us, the night is getting bloodied, live like filth). The song takes a harsh turn with a verse featuring a guest rapper who amplifies the dark mood. They reject changing themselves for others and blame fate if it tries to draw their path. They also challenge anyone to deny their ability to love. They describe the world as a twisted place and express their intent to break it with their own hands. The lyrics continue to express rebellion against conformity and societal expectations. The narrator urges individuals to be courageous and not envy bravery. They reject the idea of resting and yearn for a change in their own terms, criticizing the oppressive system. They suggest destroying the established order and claim that no one is truly exceptional. The song closes with the repetition of the chorus, emphasizing the message of living like "pislikler" (filth), which can be interpreted as living with a sense of abandonment and disregard for societal norms. Overall, "Panzehir" paints a dark and introspective picture of an individual's struggles with despair, mental anguish, and a desire for escape. The lyrics express a sense of isolation, rebellion against societal pressures, and a longing for hope in a world filled with brokenness.
