At Home & In My Head is a song by the American band Hundred Waters. The lyrics describe a sense of feeling lost and cornered, as if someone is being falsely accused of something and is struggling to find their way out. The song talks about the feeling of being abandoned, and the desire to find a way back home. The singer talks about a time in which they were standing with someone else, and how they thought everything would be okay, but then that person was accused of being a thief. The singer seems to suggest that the person was wrongly accused, but now they're calling the police. The singer asks if this person is "blinded by the sirens" and is "double checking to see that there's nothing behind you when you have nothing to hide." The chorus repeats the phrase "Come home to me", which can be interpreted in many ways. Perhaps it's the singer's way of asking the accused person to come back to them, to trust them and know that they won't be judged. Or maybe it's a plea to come back to a sense of self-understanding and safety. The song ends with the repetition of the phrase "So at home and in my head" and "Hallelujah, I'm encircled." Here, the singer seems to be suggesting that while they may not have a physical home or a place of comfort, they feel safe in their own mind. The repetition of the word "encircled" suggests that they feel protected by their own thoughts and beliefs, even as they navigate difficult circumstances. Overall, the song is a meditation on the feeling of being lost and longing for a sense of belonging. It's a hopeful song that suggests that even when things seem hopeless, there is always a way back home.
