"Huskii's song Brainumb Freestyle" is a dark and introspective track where the artist expresses his struggles with addiction, self-hatred, and paranoia. Through raw and honest lyrics, Huskii delves into his state of mind and the challenges he faces in his life. The song begins by describing a state of suspended plates with plenty of weight, symbolizing the burdens and pressures Huskii feels. He admits to behaving foolishly and needing to straighten himself out. The line about eating bricks refers to drug use, suggesting that his addiction may have led him to question the loyalty of his friends. Huskii mentions sipping Ricky, a drink made from lemonade, revealing the damage it has done to his teeth. He acknowledges that people praise his music but believes they are mistaken, viewing himself and his surroundings negatively. He vividly describes dreams of self-harm, cutting his veins with razor blades, and waking up disoriented, realizing that he's stuck in the same place. Continuing the theme of stagnation, Huskii mentions wearing the same track pants for days and making the same type of tracks musically. He desires change but fears rejection from his audience. He refers to himself as a sadboy, suggesting emotional numbness. Huskii admits he still deals with his addiction, sourcing drugs from Spain, and having had conflicts with people. He wonders who would attend his funeral or be with his partner if he were to go to jail. Paranoia consumes Huskii's thoughts, fearing betrayal by those around him. He believes he is under constant surveillance, anticipating being arrested by the police. He criticizes individuals who pretend to be something they are not until they find themselves in trouble and seek shelter. There is a sense of vulnerability and loneliness throughout the song. Overall, "Brainumb Freestyle" portrays Huskii's struggles with addiction, mental health, and the consequences of his lifestyle. It sheds light on his thoughts and emotions, as he contemplates the meaning of his life and relationships, while grappling with his demons.
