The song "Suicideboy" by Huskii explores themes of self-destructive behavior, addiction, and the struggles of life. The lyrics depict a constant cycle of tests, encounters with problematic people, and a lack of rest or peace for the protagonist. The line "Another hoe know best for me" refers to people who may try to control or manipulate the protagonist's life. The lyrics also touch upon Huskii's past experiences, where he had to navigate through difficult situations and dangerous environments ("As a kid I had to go creep, those streets gave me cold feet"). The mention of "throwing stones where the roads be" suggests Huskii's defiance and resilience in overcoming challenges. Drug use is a prevalent theme throughout the song, with references to cocaine and Oxycontin. The line "Imma overdose and probably drop in vomit" speaks to the reckless behavior and potential consequences of substance abuse. There is a sense of self-hatred and emptiness conveyed in the lyrics, with lines like "Self-made, miserable, empty stomach, fist too full" and "Self hate, pistol pulled." The protagonist struggles with his own identity and relationships, exemplified by the line "I keep fuckin up her head." The phrase "Suicide boy don't even know, Suicide boy don't need a rope," suggests that the protagonist may have contemplated suicide but has found alternative ways to cope with his pain and inner demons. Overall, "Suicideboy" delves into the dark and chaotic aspects of Huskii's life, where he grapples with self-destructive tendencies, addiction, and a constant longing for peace or a sense of rest.
