"Feels Like The First Time" by James Morrison is a song about a tumultuous and addictive love relationship. The lyrics explore the internal struggle of the protagonist who keeps falling back into the same destructive cycle despite being hurt repeatedly. The song begins with the realization that the protagonist had initially fooled themselves into thinking everything would be fine. However, they soon discover that their love is raw and filled with scars. They frequently get close to each other but often end up tearing themselves apart. Despite the pain and difficulties experienced, the protagonist tries to convince themselves that it's over and the end of the relationship. But deep down, they know they will come back again, unable to resist the pull of their partner. Each time the partner hurts the protagonist, they try to convince themselves that they can't endure it anymore. They promise themselves that it's the last time, but they keep coming back for more. Walking away feels like dying for them. When they're let back inside, it feels like the very first time they fell in love. The relationship is compared to a carousel, with the protagonist getting dizzy and unable to differentiate between heaven and hell. The partner's angelic appearance hides the devilish nature in their eyes. The protagonist acknowledges their inability to resist their partner's spell. They fall back into the same pattern, despite knowing the pain it will bring. The song ends with a plea from the protagonist, asking their partner not to leave them lonely and to help them overcome the addictive nature of their relationship. They express their vulnerability and desire for the relationship to feel like the first time, still hoping for a positive outcome. Overall, "Feels Like The First Time" delves into the complexities of a toxic love affair where the protagonist struggles with their addiction to their partner, repeatedly returning despite the pain inflicted upon them.
