The song "Not About You" by Jean Dawson explores themes of temptation, desire, and the struggle between good and evil. The lyrics depict a tumultuous relationship where the protagonist finds themselves drawn to someone who may not have their best interests at heart. The opening lines, "I let myself burn down, I sold my soul to the devil just for you to stay 'round," suggest a willingness to sacrifice personal values or beliefs in order to maintain the connection with this person. Despite knowing that they might not be good for them, the protagonist desires their presence and craves their attention. The lyrics also express frustration and confusion with the person's behavior. The line "I don't know why you act so different when you 'round them bitches, fuck your homies, they always trippin'" suggests a sense of betrayal or disappointment with the person's actions when in the presence of others. It implies a lack of trust and a feeling of being let down. The chorus signifies the internal struggle faced by the protagonist. They acknowledge that their connection with this person is jeopardizing their own morality and faith. There is a reference to losing their religion and feeling conflicted by their desires. The line "You got me sinnin' like I don't know God" symbolizes the internal battle between their newfound desires and their previous beliefs. The repeated lines "I don't know why I still wanna fuck the devil" emphasize the protagonist's continued attraction and desire for this person, despite recognizing the negative consequences. The imagery of the devil with horns and a red tail represents the idea that this person embodies temptation and danger. However, amidst this struggle, there is also a plea for understanding and acceptance. The lyrics express a desire for the person to confide in them, as the line "And you can tell me everything you need and I'll give you what I got" implies a willingness to provide support and care. Overall, "Not About You" delves into the complexities of desire, temptation, and the internal struggle between good and evil within a relationship. It portrays the conflicting emotions and choices that people often face when drawn to someone who may not be the best influence.
