The song "California" by Jelly Roll tells the story of the artist's struggles with addiction and the temptations he faces while living in California. The lyrics describe a devil sitting on his shoulder, constantly urging him to give in to his vices, particularly cocaine. Being in an intoxicated state prevents him from thinking clearly or making rational decisions. The artist reflects on his journey, acknowledging the support he receives from a higher power, trying to escape from his demons. However, he also feels the pressure and criticism from friends and the desire to make his mother proud. Despite the success he has achieved, he still battles with thoughts of self-destruction and contemplates dark thoughts like jumping. Jelly Roll reminisces about his humble beginnings and how he once had nothing, living in budget accommodations. He is taken aback by the sudden fame and love he receives, but also faces obstacles such as people trying to take advantage of him. The artist associates his drug use with the feeling of being in the spotlight and the pressure to wait for the right opportunity to succeed. Throughout the song, Jelly Roll expresses the inner conflict he experiences, with the devil representing his addiction and self-destructive tendencies. He longs for guidance and struggles to find the right path amidst the fame and challenges of the music industry. The lyrics also touch on his faith and the power of prayer as he navigates through the temptations and sins he encounters in the pursuit of success. "California" portrays Jelly Roll's battle with addiction, the pressures of fame, and his journey to find his place in the music industry while being far away from his home.
