"Under" by Jeris Johnson is a song that touches on themes of feeling trapped, seeking escapism, and longing for a sense of relief or release. The lyrics express a sense of being overwhelmed and wanting to numb one's emotions or pain. The opening lines, "I was coming up, Now I'm under, Put me six feet deep, In a slumber," suggest a feeling of descent or falling from a better state of being to a lower state. The desire for a puff (presumably referring to smoking or taking drugs) is presented as a means to feel something, possibly implying that the protagonist feels numb or emotionally detached. The song also explores the idea of living in the present moment rather than worrying about the future, with the line "Fuck every second, I live for today." This can be interpreted as a reflection of the protagonist's desire to escape and indulge in immediate gratification instead of facing their troubles. The lyrics also hint at frustration with the lack of honesty or genuine connection in relationships: "Give me the truth, Or give nothing at all, Everyone loves to let all others fall." This could indicate a sense of feeling betrayed or let down by others, leading to a desire to distance oneself emotionally. The lines "Why is everything the easiest the possible? Why does everything I dream seem impossible?" convey a sense of frustration and hopelessness. The protagonist longs for the ability to express their feelings, perhaps through kicking and screaming, and to find enough love and support to find solace in sleep, or metaphorically "sleep it off." Overall, "Under" tells a story of someone feeling overwhelmed and seeking temporary relief or escape from their emotions. It touches on themes of frustration, longing, and the desire for a true connection or understanding.
