Jesto：Meaning of Estate 19 Songmeaning

The song "Estate 19" by Jesto is about the protagonist being the only one who doesn't enjoy the summer. He stays at home and writes songs while everyone else is out enjoying the sun, and he feels left out. He has written six albums, seen countless films and TV shows while others were on vacation. The protagonist then reflects on the mundanity of the summer, how it's only a time to take a break and give the resume a moment to rest. The song ends with the protagonist feeling sorry for himself and missing out on the summer fun. Overall, the song portrays the protagonist's struggle with social anxiety and the fear of missing out during the summer months.