The song "Сост" by JILLZAY reflects on the state of the artist's life and his feelings of dissatisfaction and emptiness. The lyrics talk about feeling trapped in a state of mediocrity and being surrounded by negativity. The title "Сост" translates to "state" or "condition" in English, indicating the artist's state of mind. The opening lines describe the artist feeling overwhelmed and frustrated, with the world around him being described as "shit." He expresses a lack of desire for material possessions and feels that happiness can only be found in simple things like food. The artist then mentions his "twin" who will show his teeth, possibly referring to the duality within himself - one side wanting to escape this state, while the other being grateful for being alive. He describes himself as a "zero" and compares himself to winter snow, emphasizing his insignificance and lack of self-worth. The artist acknowledges that his family is also in a state of despair and sends greetings from their own miserable state. He feels depressed and suffocated but continues to breathe and exist. He ironically refers to himself as unknown but leaves loudly, possibly indicating that he wants to make a significant impact despite feeling insignificant. The chorus repeats the phrase "Мой сост дерьмо" (my state is shit), emphasizing the artist's negative perception of his current situation. In the second verse, guest artist Six O shares his perspective on his own state of being. He mentions his heavy eyelids, indicating fatigue and exhaustion. He portrays a sense of hopelessness and describes his state as turning from a home to an autumn plus experience, meaning that even positive aspects of his life contribute to his downward spiral. Six O contemplates whether smoking cigarettes brings temporary relief or not and highlights how both he and those around him are unaware of the destructive impact it has. He describes being stuck in a trance-like state where his mind dances freely, but without the legalization of the drug that can make people smile more (possibly referring to marijuana). The artist mentions being on his feet for days, falling asleep in a windowless studio where they create music. He acknowledges that his sanity is lost, as he doesn't even have time for relationships. The day passes by, and he refers to it as just another fleeting moment while tomorrow he plans to solve everything. However, for now, he resigns to the fact that he is in a state of shit. Overall, "Сост" delves into the emotional struggle and dissatisfaction experienced by the artists. It expresses their feelings of being trapped in a negative mindset and their longing for better circumstances. The song captures the complexities of their state of mind and serves as a reflection of their personal experiences.
