"MODUS" is a song by Joji, and it explores themes of control, vulnerability, and the struggle to meet others' expectations. The lyrics express a desire for control over one's life and emotions, as well as a longing to live multiple lives and stay alive like a machine. The song also touches on feeling disconnected from one's emotions and the pressure to conform to societal norms. The chorus suggests that the hardest part is when others claim to be satisfied or when they pretend to be happy, implying that they may be lying. The artist reflects on not feeling strong enough to meet the expectations of someone else, possibly a romantic partner, despite acknowledging the beauty and potential in the relationship. The lyrics further delve into the idea of being programmed or manipulated to feel a certain way, using the analogy of an artificial ghost with no perception. The artist expresses a desire to break free from the emotions and pain that have been imposed on them, searching for a moment of relief before succumbing to anger. However, they still reiterate that they feel good despite these struggles. Overall, "MODUS" portrays a sense of inner turmoil, the conflicts between personal desires and societal expectations, and the quest for self-acceptance and strength.
